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Hello again, Im currently elated regarding your message, in a way i feel like i just discovered another human on a deserted island. I wonder if youl'd be suprised at how hardand how long it took me to find you.? Another day. God, where to begin, first i want to tell you how deeply i regret not being there for mom & dad leaving you all alone to deal with everything. i read all your postings and i lost it after reading about dads experience. I dont know what to say to ease your nerves except to say i dont want money, Im gainfully employed and always have been. In my line of work, (ive been in culinary for 24 years, i took a break for a couple years in the early '90s) the ecomomy in reno has been brutal. I was happy making 40 g a year doing casual fine dining at a "mens club" called the spice house but the owner has a terminal illness and sold to a chain that downsized. With very little to get iam now back on the line at a casino, oh well up & down. I have had a rocky road with my kids due partly to dolores and i mis communicating but I currently trying again. Pat is on face book if you want to try, that would be nice. I only have limited access to this computer now so I must go for a bit. I have thought about you alot during my life suzy Q and have always loved you despite my silence. talk to you soon. me